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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Help me Dad

Hi dad, how are you? Long time not text anything here.
Dad, i miss one family so much. You knew the leader of that family very near. I dont know how to tell them and change them to be a part of our family again. I know he is not you. You are not him. But atleast i wanna tell him about my sadness anytime i miss u so much. Atleast he can make me calm down then hug me. And clear my tears because he is near to me. In my life i just met him and familt once. That wasnot enough. I have so many things to tell. Why we cant be good cousin? Especially for my uncle and aunty there. No one can give an understanding to them. Maybe just you can tell your brother that we (family in indonesia) miss him so much. We miss their come back. Im also sure u miss him so much too. When the day which u gone forever he didnt come to see u for the last. Im sure and very sure u cried there. Dad just you can help me to solve this big problem. Help your daugther please, tell them that i love them so much. Dont be afraid. You arenot their daddy and he is not my daddy. I just wanna know them well. Dad i love u so much and i love u guys too *hugsandkisses

Friday, June 17, 2011

A Letter from Dad and Mom to Their Child

My child, when i get old i hope you understand and have patience with me

In case i break a plate or spill soup on the table because im loosing my eyesight.
I hope you dont yell at me
Older people are sensitive.
Always having selfpity when you yell.

When my hearing gets worse and i cant hear what you are saying .
I hope you dont call me "Dear".
Please repeat what u said or write it down.

Im sorry my child, im getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope u have the patience to help me get up. Please bear me.

When i keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please dont make fun of me or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a baloon?
You repeated yourself over and over till you got what u wanted.
Please pordon my smell. I smell like an old person.

Please dont force me to shower. My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they are cold. I hope i dont gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didnt want to shower.

I hope you can be patient with me, when im always cranky.
Its all part of getting old.
You will understand when you are older and if you have spare time, i hope we can talk even for a few minutes.

Im always all by myself all the time and have no one to talk to.
I know you are busy with work. Even you are not interested in my stories, Please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.

When the time comes and i get ill and bedridden. I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
Im not going to last much longer,anyway when the time of my death comes . I hope you hold my hand and give me strength to face death. And dont worry when i finally meet our creator, i will whisper in his ear to BLESS YOU because you loved your Dad and Mom.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you.


With much love,

Dad and Mom

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

The only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I'm on my way to believing

Monday, June 13, 2011

You are the inspiration

You know
 our love was meant to be
 the kind of love that lasts forever.
 And I want you here with me from tonight
 until the end of time.
 You should know
 everywhere I go
 
 Always on my mind
 in my heart
 in my soul
 baby.
 You're the meaning in my life
 you're the inspiration.
 You bring feeling to my life
 you're the inspiration.
 Wanna have you near me
 I wanna have you hear me sayin':
 No one needs you more than I need you.
 
 And I know
 yes
 I know that it's plain to see:
 So in love when we're together.
 Now I know that I need you here with me
 From tonight until the end of time.
 You should know
 everywhere I go
 
 Always on my mind
 you're in my heart
 in my soul.
 You're the meaning in my life. you're the inspiration. . . .
 
 Wanna have you near me
 I wanna have you hear me sayin':
 No one needs you more than I need you.
 You're the meaning in my life
 you're the inspiration.
 You bring feeling to my life
 you're the inspiration.
 
 When you love somebody 'til the end of time
 
 When you love somebody
 always on my mind
 No one needs you more than I
 

Sunday, June 12, 2011

thank you daddy

 
Dad,
A great many thanks for all you have done
Without you my life would not have begun
You have been there when I most needed you
You have helped to guide me my whole life through
We have shared both the good times and the bad
But most of all, thank you for being my dad
I love you

Saturday, June 11, 2011

thank you all

Hey for the visitors thank you. This blog started on may 30 and now the page viewers are 101 people. Thank you very much, even you guys werenot put any comment but im very delighted because you guys had visit my blog. This blog is come from my heart. its my heart's voice and real happened. I LOVE MY DAD SO MUCH. Dont hurt ur dad's heart guys otherwise you will be regret forever when he is gone . LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOUUU.*hugandkissforyouguys

Friday, June 10, 2011

Heart's voice

Dad,
Without you this world seems so dark
Dad,
Without you my life never bright
Dad,
without you i cant enjoy my life perfectly

Why you gone rapidly
Without telling anything
No permission
No excuse
You leave me

Why god wasnt give me a chance to make this happiness be longer?
Why god cant make you here when my wedding come in the future?
Why god cant give you chance to make you back just for saying you love me dad?
Why you dad cant say just good bye to me ?
WHY ?

Dad,
You know this is the worst pain ever
You leave me without any words
No one capable to replace your position as my dad
You are the only one i want and the only one i need

i miss you so much :'(