Hi dad, how are you? Long time not text anything here.
Dad, i miss one family so much. You knew the leader of that family very near. I dont know how to tell them and change them to be a part of our family again. I know he is not you. You are not him. But atleast i wanna tell him about my sadness anytime i miss u so much. Atleast he can make me calm down then hug me. And clear my tears because he is near to me. In my life i just met him and familt once. That wasnot enough. I have so many things to tell. Why we cant be good cousin? Especially for my uncle and aunty there. No one can give an understanding to them. Maybe just you can tell your brother that we (family in indonesia) miss him so much. We miss their come back. Im also sure u miss him so much too. When the day which u gone forever he didnt come to see u for the last. Im sure and very sure u cried there. Dad just you can help me to solve this big problem. Help your daugther please, tell them that i love them so much. Dont be afraid. You arenot their daddy and he is not my daddy. I just wanna know them well. Dad i love u so much and i love u guys too *hugsandkisses
My Dad
in this blog i will try to explain how much i love my dad. he is everything and always in my deep heart. dont be waste your time when your dad still beside you. you will regret forever when he has gone . love you dad :*
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
A Letter from Dad and Mom to Their Child
My child, when i get old i hope you understand and have patience with me
In case i break a plate or spill soup on the table because im loosing my eyesight.
I hope you dont yell at me
Older people are sensitive.
Always having selfpity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse and i cant hear what you are saying .
I hope you dont call me "Dear".
Please repeat what u said or write it down.
Im sorry my child, im getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope u have the patience to help me get up. Please bear me.
When i keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please dont make fun of me or get sick of listening to me.
Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a baloon?
You repeated yourself over and over till you got what u wanted.
Please pordon my smell. I smell like an old person.
Please dont force me to shower. My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they are cold. I hope i dont gross you out.
Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didnt want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me, when im always cranky.
Its all part of getting old.
You will understand when you are older and if you have spare time, i hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
Im always all by myself all the time and have no one to talk to.
I know you are busy with work. Even you are not interested in my stories, Please have time for me.
Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes and i get ill and bedridden. I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
Im not going to last much longer,anyway when the time of my death comes . I hope you hold my hand and give me strength to face death. And dont worry when i finally meet our creator, i will whisper in his ear to BLESS YOU because you loved your Dad and Mom.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you.
With much love,
Dad and Mom
In case i break a plate or spill soup on the table because im loosing my eyesight.
I hope you dont yell at me
Older people are sensitive.
Always having selfpity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse and i cant hear what you are saying .
I hope you dont call me "Dear".
Please repeat what u said or write it down.
Im sorry my child, im getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope u have the patience to help me get up. Please bear me.
When i keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please dont make fun of me or get sick of listening to me.
Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a baloon?
You repeated yourself over and over till you got what u wanted.
Please pordon my smell. I smell like an old person.
Please dont force me to shower. My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they are cold. I hope i dont gross you out.
Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didnt want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me, when im always cranky.
Its all part of getting old.
You will understand when you are older and if you have spare time, i hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
Im always all by myself all the time and have no one to talk to.
I know you are busy with work. Even you are not interested in my stories, Please have time for me.
Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes and i get ill and bedridden. I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
Im not going to last much longer,anyway when the time of my death comes . I hope you hold my hand and give me strength to face death. And dont worry when i finally meet our creator, i will whisper in his ear to BLESS YOU because you loved your Dad and Mom.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you.
With much love,
Dad and Mom
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
The only exception
When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.
And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.
But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.
Because none of it was ever worth the risk.
Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I'm on my way to believing
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.
And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.
But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.
Because none of it was ever worth the risk.
Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I'm on my way to believing
Monday, June 13, 2011
You are the inspiration
You know our love was meant to be the kind of love that lasts forever. And I want you here with me from tonight until the end of time. You should know everywhere I go Always on my mind in my heart in my soul baby. You're the meaning in my life you're the inspiration. You bring feeling to my life you're the inspiration. Wanna have you near me I wanna have you hear me sayin': No one needs you more than I need you. And I know yes I know that it's plain to see: So in love when we're together. Now I know that I need you here with me From tonight until the end of time. You should know everywhere I go Always on my mind you're in my heart in my soul. You're the meaning in my life. you're the inspiration. . . . Wanna have you near me I wanna have you hear me sayin': No one needs you more than I need you. You're the meaning in my life you're the inspiration. You bring feeling to my life you're the inspiration. When you love somebody 'til the end of time When you love somebody always on my mind No one needs you more than I
Sunday, June 12, 2011
thank you daddy
Dad,
A great many thanks for all you have done
Without you my life would not have begun
You have been there when I most needed you
You have helped to guide me my whole life through
We have shared both the good times and the bad
But most of all, thank you for being my dad
I love you
Saturday, June 11, 2011
thank you all
Hey for the visitors thank you. This blog started on may 30 and now the page viewers are 101 people. Thank you very much, even you guys werenot put any comment but im very delighted because you guys had visit my blog. This blog is come from my heart. its my heart's voice and real happened. I LOVE MY DAD SO MUCH. Dont hurt ur dad's heart guys otherwise you will be regret forever when he is gone . LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOUUU.*hugandkissforyouguys
Friday, June 10, 2011
Heart's voice
Dad,
Without you this world seems so dark
Dad,
Without you my life never bright
Dad,
without you i cant enjoy my life perfectly
Why you gone rapidly
Without telling anything
No permission
No excuse
You leave me
Why god wasnt give me a chance to make this happiness be longer?
Why god cant make you here when my wedding come in the future?
Why god cant give you chance to make you back just for saying you love me dad?
Why you dad cant say just good bye to me ?
WHY ?
Dad,
You know this is the worst pain ever
You leave me without any words
No one capable to replace your position as my dad
You are the only one i want and the only one i need
i miss you so much :'(
Without you this world seems so dark
Dad,
Without you my life never bright
Dad,
without you i cant enjoy my life perfectly
Why you gone rapidly
Without telling anything
No permission
No excuse
You leave me
Why god wasnt give me a chance to make this happiness be longer?
Why god cant make you here when my wedding come in the future?
Why god cant give you chance to make you back just for saying you love me dad?
Why you dad cant say just good bye to me ?
WHY ?
Dad,
You know this is the worst pain ever
You leave me without any words
No one capable to replace your position as my dad
You are the only one i want and the only one i need
i miss you so much :'(
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