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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Help me Dad

Hi dad, how are you? Long time not text anything here.
Dad, i miss one family so much. You knew the leader of that family very near. I dont know how to tell them and change them to be a part of our family again. I know he is not you. You are not him. But atleast i wanna tell him about my sadness anytime i miss u so much. Atleast he can make me calm down then hug me. And clear my tears because he is near to me. In my life i just met him and familt once. That wasnot enough. I have so many things to tell. Why we cant be good cousin? Especially for my uncle and aunty there. No one can give an understanding to them. Maybe just you can tell your brother that we (family in indonesia) miss him so much. We miss their come back. Im also sure u miss him so much too. When the day which u gone forever he didnt come to see u for the last. Im sure and very sure u cried there. Dad just you can help me to solve this big problem. Help your daugther please, tell them that i love them so much. Dont be afraid. You arenot their daddy and he is not my daddy. I just wanna know them well. Dad i love u so much and i love u guys too *hugsandkisses

Friday, June 17, 2011

A Letter from Dad and Mom to Their Child

My child, when i get old i hope you understand and have patience with me

In case i break a plate or spill soup on the table because im loosing my eyesight.
I hope you dont yell at me
Older people are sensitive.
Always having selfpity when you yell.

When my hearing gets worse and i cant hear what you are saying .
I hope you dont call me "Dear".
Please repeat what u said or write it down.

Im sorry my child, im getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope u have the patience to help me get up. Please bear me.

When i keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please dont make fun of me or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a baloon?
You repeated yourself over and over till you got what u wanted.
Please pordon my smell. I smell like an old person.

Please dont force me to shower. My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they are cold. I hope i dont gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didnt want to shower.

I hope you can be patient with me, when im always cranky.
Its all part of getting old.
You will understand when you are older and if you have spare time, i hope we can talk even for a few minutes.

Im always all by myself all the time and have no one to talk to.
I know you are busy with work. Even you are not interested in my stories, Please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.

When the time comes and i get ill and bedridden. I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
Im not going to last much longer,anyway when the time of my death comes . I hope you hold my hand and give me strength to face death. And dont worry when i finally meet our creator, i will whisper in his ear to BLESS YOU because you loved your Dad and Mom.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you.


With much love,

Dad and Mom

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

The only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
I'm on my way to believing

Monday, June 13, 2011

You are the inspiration

You know
 our love was meant to be
 the kind of love that lasts forever.
 And I want you here with me from tonight
 until the end of time.
 You should know
 everywhere I go
 
 Always on my mind
 in my heart
 in my soul
 baby.
 You're the meaning in my life
 you're the inspiration.
 You bring feeling to my life
 you're the inspiration.
 Wanna have you near me
 I wanna have you hear me sayin':
 No one needs you more than I need you.
 
 And I know
 yes
 I know that it's plain to see:
 So in love when we're together.
 Now I know that I need you here with me
 From tonight until the end of time.
 You should know
 everywhere I go
 
 Always on my mind
 you're in my heart
 in my soul.
 You're the meaning in my life. you're the inspiration. . . .
 
 Wanna have you near me
 I wanna have you hear me sayin':
 No one needs you more than I need you.
 You're the meaning in my life
 you're the inspiration.
 You bring feeling to my life
 you're the inspiration.
 
 When you love somebody 'til the end of time
 
 When you love somebody
 always on my mind
 No one needs you more than I
 

Sunday, June 12, 2011

thank you daddy

 
Dad,
A great many thanks for all you have done
Without you my life would not have begun
You have been there when I most needed you
You have helped to guide me my whole life through
We have shared both the good times and the bad
But most of all, thank you for being my dad
I love you

Saturday, June 11, 2011

thank you all

Hey for the visitors thank you. This blog started on may 30 and now the page viewers are 101 people. Thank you very much, even you guys werenot put any comment but im very delighted because you guys had visit my blog. This blog is come from my heart. its my heart's voice and real happened. I LOVE MY DAD SO MUCH. Dont hurt ur dad's heart guys otherwise you will be regret forever when he is gone . LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOUUU.*hugandkissforyouguys

Friday, June 10, 2011

Heart's voice

Dad,
Without you this world seems so dark
Dad,
Without you my life never bright
Dad,
without you i cant enjoy my life perfectly

Why you gone rapidly
Without telling anything
No permission
No excuse
You leave me

Why god wasnt give me a chance to make this happiness be longer?
Why god cant make you here when my wedding come in the future?
Why god cant give you chance to make you back just for saying you love me dad?
Why you dad cant say just good bye to me ?
WHY ?

Dad,
You know this is the worst pain ever
You leave me without any words
No one capable to replace your position as my dad
You are the only one i want and the only one i need

i miss you so much :'(

Thursday, June 9, 2011

pranav's describe

F = fantastic in nature
A = awesome personality
T = treasury of knowledge
H = history of kindness
E = energetic thinking
R = reliable behaviour

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

June 9,2011

Morning dad,
im in the real house now . Aunty went to mekkah yesterday and i dropped her and family to the airport . Every im in the airport i always wanna cry because i havent go anywhere by plan yet more over with you dad .

Dad i wish when i have much money ill bring mom and sisters travelling around the world by plan. Ameen .
Have a nice day Dad in the heaven :*

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

June 7th,2011

Dear Dad,

Dad today i wanna share my sadness. Mom said she want marry again . She needs another guy to accompany her life.everyone here support mom . They said "hey your mom need a new husband. Your mom doesnt want alone in her life . You have to understand bla bla bla bla "
But dont you know dad,im gonna cry when i heard that . I just think about you very much . I dont want you feel hurt. I dont want you feel dissapointed and cry there . I love mom also,i want she feel happy everysecond but not with another dad.
No one can replace you as my dad . You are the best i ever had . You are my first and last dad . But how can i fight with this all .
Some family wanna intruduce mom to another man. Yap they said he worked at bank,already bought new car,rich and all . Actually i wanna feel how happy i am when im rich . But still money cant replace you and make me accept sincerely if mom get marriage again dad :'(
I dont have problem if we are poor . I just want you dad till i die . Why everyone cant understand me ! They always said im egoist and all but they dont know about my hurt inside. They dont know how sad i am when i lost you ! They thought i can accept ur gone easily . They are wrong dad ! You are still here (in my heart). Dad please tell them that i dont want have any dad again . I just have one dad when i was born till i die . I just love you. I just need you dad ! Im happy with this poor situation because im with you . No one can replace you ! NO ONE !

Monday, June 6, 2011

Just realize guys :(

Usually,children who already grow up and being an adult ,go out from his or her country to work andd mostly gonna missing his or her mom than dad. They think that mom always be here for her/him. She can give you more care that dad thats why mom always call her child everytime . BUT do you know???? Mom call you because dad remind mom to call.

Second. Maybe when you were child mom always invite you to share your day in ur school. But do you know?? When your daddy come back from work even he tired he never forget to ask your mom "How is you and what were you doin whole day"

then, when u cried and wanna something . Mom always give you that things easily but dad always say "we will buy that but not now. Later ! "
dont you realizes that he just want his child to not become spoiled one . He wants his child become an indepent child with so much patience

Dont you know that when were teenager . And falling in love your mom always hear your story patiently but dad said " YOU FORBIDDEN TO HAVE BOYFRIEND ! " dont go outside at night ! " so much over protective .
But when he is angry . You angry back and go to your room and lock the door . But your mom still talk with you and beggin you to dont angry again . But u should to know. Your dad cried and he fight with his heart . He really want fullfill ur wants but his heart said i should keep my child . I dont want there is something bad happen to my child.

Guys just think back . How care your dad but we usually never realized them . We just think dad is egoist person . Never understand you and all . He just want every best things for you . He loves you very much !!!!

Its from my heart

You are the best gift which god gave me
I can feel how much you love me when u here
I know you are naughty child in ur childhood
Maybe playboy and flirty to girls . (i know about that dad hehe :') )
But the special one ever from you is your big love from your children

All family told me that they gave up with your dumb
Aunty,uncle,and grandma told so many stupid things you have done when you were kid
Sometimes funny
Sometimes scary
Sometimes cranky
Sometime sad
But i think you are the best child ,brother and friends for all people
everyone proud of you. ABSOLUTELY!

Dad,did you remember when we were in the poor situation
Very limit money to buy food till
i went to school by foot
we just ate egg and rice
But we are the happiest family because we could through that hard situation together

Wait,you should remember this dad
When i was in junior high,you drop me to my school by motorcycle
In that time,you just had Rp 2000
but u was choosing to buy me some drink
Dont care you wont smoke whole day

You gave me everything
You lost so many important things just for us
But now the days you spent with me seems so far away
Im regret that i should be realize that ts too late
Everything cant go back again

Now i just try hard to make you proud
I dont care how worst you are
but for me you are my hero
YOU ARE THE BEST DAD I EVER HAD

God i regret i had ever waste my time when he lived. :'(

Thursday, June 2, 2011

WHAT MAKES A DAD

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ... Dad

DAD

A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you

I LOVE YOU DADDY (RICARDO & FRIENDS)

Daddy
You know how much I love you
I need you forever
I 'll stay by your side
Daddy oh Daddy
I want always bliss you
But I never stop trying
to be your number one

You understand me....
You teach me how to pray..
And you play the game I love to play
I have no fear here when you are near
You guide me through the dark is night

I love you Daddy...
You are my hero (and you always in my dream)
I love you daddy oh daddy
You are my superstar

Daddy
You know how much I love you
I want you to help me
Please show me the way
Daddy oh Daddy
Sometimes I might do wrong
But I never stop trying
To be your number one

I wanna show you
I'll be as strong as you
When I grow up I still look up to you
So have no fear here I believe here
I will be my daddy's boy

I love you Daddy...
You are my hero (and you always in my dream)
I love you daddy oh daddy
You are my superstar
 
The one in a million and a million in one
Forever I want to be by your side
You're in a million
Show me the way
Guide me through my night

This is for you Dad

You are the beginning of my story
You are the star that is in my sky
You are the every parts of my book
You are the air of my breath

Every i looked some family hang out
i always remember you
Sometimes i cried queitly or give my fake smile to everybody here
No body knows what is the feeling inside
Actually i wanna shout out as loud as i can 
And say "Dad, please come back ! I need you . I want like them, happy with complete family

God send this to my dad
Say to him that im so much weak without him
Im nothing in this world
I need him to be here with me till the time give up accompany us

DAD i love you

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

THE LAST MOMENT BEFORE MY DAD GONE

july 3th,2005 night. those night i was watching tv with my dad but that wasnt like usual he was so queit. just keep silent and just limit words came out from his mouth. I asked my dad "dad, why you are so queit this night",He answered,"im ok dont worry my daugther". im so much worry but i couldnt do anything. so much weird.
July 4th,2005 morning. we had breakfast together, talking funny things and laughing together.We were cleaning our home with high spirit like swept the floor and washed plates. but suddenly he said,"anisha you should be able to do somework by your self, dont be lazy. you are the first child. dont be spoiled girl because IF DAD NOT HERE AGAIN you can continue your life" and i answered "shut up dad. you will be with me forever ". he just smiled. And at 2 pm he went to work and i huged him so much tight not usual.
July 6th,2005 at 3 am. one taxi came. i thought my dad come because my dad is taxi's driver. i was still in the sleep tight with my younger sister.  unfortunately, that wasnt my dad but the staff of my dad's office. they just told my mom that my dad got accident and now he is in the hospital now and they meant to bring my mom to the hospital. Finally when my mom reached at the hospital, they brought my mom to the dead's room/kamar jenazah. my mom so confuse why they brought my mom to that room. AND finally my mom realized that my dad passed away due to that accident. my mom cried so much load and became so weak. but i still stay at home. my family didnt allow me to join to the hospital , but i already realized that my dad was pass away from some one said that we should prepare the grave. whaatttttttt ????????? i felt the world over. so much cried and that was really unbelievable. really i wanna die too. he is my life. so much sad when someone you love most gone without telling anything. im extremely regret. i cant be a good daugther for him. really useless daughter.
Dad im very sorry i cant make you proud so far. i promise i will keep our family with so much care. ill make you proud and smile in the heaven/ i love you forever and ever.

(im sorry if my english not too good. but aat least i had try to explain how much i love my dad) thank you for read my blog *kisses and hugs for you guys

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

introduction

my name is anisha.i love my dad so much. he is my inspiration. his names is andrevian. he was born on January 26th. he always gave the best things for his daugther. he thought that his children is everything. but he is gone now. leave me without telling. traffic accident hhhhhhh the worst thing ever. ill tell more about my dad but later. enough for introduction. You should read this to know how much your dad means in your life . kiss and hug for dad