My Dad

Monday, June 6, 2011

Just realize guys :(

Usually,children who already grow up and being an adult ,go out from his or her country to work andd mostly gonna missing his or her mom than dad. They think that mom always be here for her/him. She can give you more care that dad thats why mom always call her child everytime . BUT do you know???? Mom call you because dad remind mom to call.

Second. Maybe when you were child mom always invite you to share your day in ur school. But do you know?? When your daddy come back from work even he tired he never forget to ask your mom "How is you and what were you doin whole day"

then, when u cried and wanna something . Mom always give you that things easily but dad always say "we will buy that but not now. Later ! "
dont you realizes that he just want his child to not become spoiled one . He wants his child become an indepent child with so much patience

Dont you know that when were teenager . And falling in love your mom always hear your story patiently but dad said " YOU FORBIDDEN TO HAVE BOYFRIEND ! " dont go outside at night ! " so much over protective .
But when he is angry . You angry back and go to your room and lock the door . But your mom still talk with you and beggin you to dont angry again . But u should to know. Your dad cried and he fight with his heart . He really want fullfill ur wants but his heart said i should keep my child . I dont want there is something bad happen to my child.

Guys just think back . How care your dad but we usually never realized them . We just think dad is egoist person . Never understand you and all . He just want every best things for you . He loves you very much !!!!

Its from my heart

You are the best gift which god gave me
I can feel how much you love me when u here
I know you are naughty child in ur childhood
Maybe playboy and flirty to girls . (i know about that dad hehe :') )
But the special one ever from you is your big love from your children

All family told me that they gave up with your dumb
Aunty,uncle,and grandma told so many stupid things you have done when you were kid
Sometimes funny
Sometimes scary
Sometimes cranky
Sometime sad
But i think you are the best child ,brother and friends for all people
everyone proud of you. ABSOLUTELY!

Dad,did you remember when we were in the poor situation
Very limit money to buy food till
i went to school by foot
we just ate egg and rice
But we are the happiest family because we could through that hard situation together

Wait,you should remember this dad
When i was in junior high,you drop me to my school by motorcycle
In that time,you just had Rp 2000
but u was choosing to buy me some drink
Dont care you wont smoke whole day

You gave me everything
You lost so many important things just for us
But now the days you spent with me seems so far away
Im regret that i should be realize that ts too late
Everything cant go back again

Now i just try hard to make you proud
I dont care how worst you are
but for me you are my hero
YOU ARE THE BEST DAD I EVER HAD

God i regret i had ever waste my time when he lived. :'(

Thursday, June 2, 2011

WHAT MAKES A DAD

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ... Dad

DAD

A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you

This is for you Dad

You are the beginning of my story
You are the star that is in my sky
You are the every parts of my book
You are the air of my breath

Every i looked some family hang out
i always remember you
Sometimes i cried queitly or give my fake smile to everybody here
No body knows what is the feeling inside
Actually i wanna shout out as loud as i can
And say "Dad, please come back ! I need you . I want like them, happy with complete family

God send this to my dad
Say to him that im so much weak without him
Im nothing in this world
I need him to be here with me till the time give up accompany us

DAD i love you

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

THE LAST MOMENT BEFORE MY DAD GONE

july 3th,2005 night. those night i was watching tv with my dad but that wasnt like usual he was so queit. just keep silent and just limit words came out from his mouth. I asked my dad "dad, why you are so queit this night",He answered,"im ok dont worry my daugther". im so much worry but i couldnt do anything. so much weird.
July 4th,2005 morning. we had breakfast together, talking funny things and laughing together.We were cleaning our home with high spirit like swept the floor and washed plates. but suddenly he said,"anisha you should be able to do somework by your self, dont be lazy. you are the first child. dont be spoiled girl because IF DAD NOT HERE AGAIN you can continue your life" and i answered "shut up dad. you will be with me forever ". he just smiled. And at 2 pm he went to work and i huged him so much tight not usual.
July 6th,2005 at 3 am. one taxi came. i thought my dad come because my dad is taxi's driver. i was still in the sleep tight with my younger sister. unfortunately, that wasnt my dad but the staff of my dad's office. they just told my mom that my dad got accident and now he is in the hospital now and they meant to bring my mom to the hospital. Finally when my mom reached at the hospital, they brought my mom to the dead's room/kamar jenazah. my mom so confuse why they brought my mom to that room. AND finally my mom realized that my dad passed away due to that accident. my mom cried so much load and became so weak. but i still stay at home. my family didnt allow me to join to the hospital , but i already realized that my dad was pass away from some one said that we should prepare the grave. whaatttttttt ????????? i felt the world over. so much cried and that was really unbelievable. really i wanna die too. he is my life. so much sad when someone you love most gone without telling anything. im extremely regret. i cant be a good daugther for him. really useless daughter.
Dad im very sorry i cant make you proud so far. i promise i will keep our family with so much care. ill make you proud and smile in the heaven/ i love you forever and ever.

(im sorry if my english not too good. but aat least i had try to explain how much i love my dad) thank you for read my blog *kisses and hugs for you guys